nightly thinkings

hmmmm have you ever felt like everything makes sense in the world. the best part is that you start finding certain things about tv are bad. like how seeing houses of celebraties, you notice that they show their houses and everything. as well, they show some product that they use...seems to me like product placement. also how you start to see meaning in music. or feel like you know what the writer was trying to say. or seeing cartoons, and seeing a meaning behind what is really happening....mmmm one problem with thinking too much is. you see too much into things that dont even mean much. and you also start getting more paranoid of things, thinking that they are a conspiracy.take my trip home for example. i was walking home late at night, and some girl comes by me and asked if i had change for a loonie. so i said all i have is a quarter and then gave it to her, saying you can keep it. now after seeing her face and everything she looked pretty messed up. now as i was leaving she went to the phone. and i was thinking hmmm maybe she had bigger problems and might need help. but then as i thought of that she started to walk behind me. really loudly...got kind of scary, and i was thinking if she attacks me i got an umbrella on me to beat her up... then i was thinking man but i'm a guy what kind of guy gets scared of a girl in the middle of the night? of course by the time my train of thought was over, i saw a police car pass by. and i thought to myself, hmmm i wonder what they're looking for. then a little later i saw a taxi cab parked in a parking lot. it's back was crashed and the trunk was open a little, with a bunge cord locking it. i passed it and started to think, if the police car was looking for something why didnt they check this? it may of had a dead body in it....after a little more pondering i got home. and when i got home i checked email and recieved just junnk mail (as usual). at this point, i didnt delete my junk mail. i actually read it. and then i came up with an idea. see if this junk mail actually does make someone money. and see if it really does work. and find out who does this stuff. and finally can i work for them? (well maybe not that last part =P) but that looks like a very interesting research project....

just a few thoughts of the night ...